The night I going telling You now was the most important and influencing fact of all my SL life.
Because that night I become what i am now. Because that night I got an SL boyfriend for first time (Davek). Because that night I learned how to please black men (ok, i just knew enought) and enjoying to be owned by a black domminant man.
And of course, because that night my look changed forever and definitly I found my AVI (shape and skin), which I use from that day on and Ii ll keep forever.
In everyway, that night did define myself. Even if i didn't know at that moment.
¿But why?
Simple: I knew Blackzilla.
Blackzilla - I had no experience taking photos in those days
I was hanging in my favorite Black Club and a tall and handsome black guy aproaches me.
Or maybe i aproached him. I don't remember.
Blackzilla was domminant but in a gentelman way. This guy seems educated and very respectful. I think its because he play this RP in RL
Well, this guy asked me if i was searching for a master, a black dom who will become my owner. I really didnt know if i wanted. I did, of course, but in the other hand, i had a lot of doubts also. I didnt (i still dont) understand the rules and logical moves into the master/property game.
Its exciting for sure, but my poor knowledge gave me doubts and i was very insecure.
Anyway, i was there to explore and play, and i can be everything but coward.
So i say a shiny "yes".
He took me to his home. He explained me that if i accepted to become his property, i must to do whatever he says. I didnt know even where it will take me. So... more doubts to me.
The first thing he asked me: to change my shape. And skin. Black people likes blondies. And more curvy women.
I felt suddently sad. I just had found a very beautifull and sofisticated shape (well, I though it before this night. The avi i had at this moment is the one below)
¿I would change my avi "just like this"? ¿What for? I knew this would transorm myself in a cheaper woman.
More doubts.
In some moment, to be honest, i thought: "what the hell. this is a game. If i dont like it i quit and back to my before shape"
But i did not be sure if that was possible. (i was a newbi, remember)
And if all u do in SL can't "undo", like RL? Ups, i should had reading the "rules" and "faqs" before enter SL.
I accept. So he call his girlfriend, a sub (with black men) and dom (with girls) babe who introduces herself as Alexi. She was gorgeus, blondie of course.
She was nice with me. Took me to a free mall where we bougth some skins, shapes and a haircut.
She transformed me as she thinks a black man likes.
And guess what?
Blackzilla liked it.
I tought Blackzilla were going to fuckme in exactly that moment. But he didnt. He left me saying that i would must to thinking about it, all the speach. And that we gonna be in touch.
So i go to a Black Club with my new appareance, i think it was Black Satin, which now is closed, and hanging for bbc (big black cock).
With my new appareance a black guy aproached me in one second and took me to a room.
I will not tell details. I just say i was well fucked.
I must to say that in the firsts moments i felt weird with my totally new appareance. I was born brunnete, and now i was blond. And my face had changed also.
Well, if someone see or saw carefully my blondie hair cut i was wearing months ago, he can notes i am not naturally blond. My hair has some artificial color. I noted this when i saw a real blonde hair in SL (expensive one - my hair was a good freebie)
Anyway, at the end of the night, after walking around everywhere, i felt comfortable with my new "me" and... what the hell, the skin is of an all latina, even face, a gorgeus latina, btw. Dark eyes (not green or sky), and all on.
so...
I kept it and, well, this is how it happened what i am now. And i dont want to change myself anymore, except haircut, like any girl in the SL or RL World. Neither for black masters. From now on, the only thing i will not change will be my appareance.
So happy with it i am.
And all this is thanks to Blackzilla and Alexi. Thank u guys!
Below i drop some pictures of my first fucked with my new and last new appareance.
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